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One fifty four year old man with
physical & emotional disability in a half century search for
respite, solace, housing, diagnosis.
« No head injury is too
severe to despair of, nor too trivial to ignore. » –
Hippocrates, 460-375 B.C.E.
I want to learn to qualify as a good,
acceptable, productive society member.
Every month there are stories regarding
brain injury pertinent to football, baseball, basketball, hockey &
military. Never is there a brain injury story regarding a tortured
child sixty years later, eighty years later. Never, ever.
My long term memory, as well as short
term memory, have developed gaps; but, I do recall my mother having
told me that as a baby I had gotten between my parents & been
knocked unconscious by my father. However, I have come to doubt most
any recollection.
Various experiences of my misnomer
childhood, misnomer adulthood, have led me to wonder about brain
injury, autism, et cetera.
In the late 1980's I was diagnosed with
myofascial syndrome, by two doctors that had been wife & husband,
as I recall. Myofascia is connective tissue undercoat to skin &
muscle, membrane, sheath, film; when myofascia malfunction,
everything is broke & broken. An emotional or psychological
symptom is obsessive compulsive tendency. Another is suicidal
depression. I am somewhat agoraphobic.
I am paralyzingly terrified of being
forced into a board & care facility, being assaulted by obtrusive
sickening noise, smell, cramped quarters & quickly finding myself
to spend several years in criminal prison due to my reaction.
Thank You,
DonFphrnqTaub Persina
One fifty four year old man with
physical & emotional disability in a half century search for
respite, solace, housing, diagnosis.
« No head injury is too
severe to despair of, nor too trivial to ignore. » –
Hippocrates, 460-375 B.C.E.
I want to learn to qualify as a good,
acceptable, productive society member.
Every month there are stories regarding
brain injury pertinent to football, baseball, basketball, hockey &
military. Never is there a brain injury story regarding a tortured
child sixty years later, eighty years later. Never, ever.
My long term memory, as well as short
term memory, have developed gaps; but, I do recall my mother having
told me that as a baby I had gotten between my parents & been
knocked unconscious by my father. However, I have come to doubt most
any recollection.
Various experiences of my misnomer
childhood, misnomer adulthood, have led me to wonder about brain
injury, autism, et cetera.
In the late 1980's I was diagnosed with
myofascial syndrome, by two doctors that had been wife & husband,
as I recall. Myofascia is connective tissue undercoat to skin &
muscle, membrane, sheath, film; when myofascia malfunction,
everything is broke & broken. An emotional or psychological
symptom is obsessive compulsive tendency. Another is suicidal
depression. I am somewhat agoraphobic.
Physical symptoms of myofascial &/or
fibromyalgia include referred pain, reflective pain that wanders,
chronic fatigue, chemical sensitivity, constipation, diarrhea,
sensitivity to light, particularly florescent & sound, noise
pollution, difficulty speaking, migraine, insomnia, urinary
frequency, et al.
Methane sometimes causes my eyelid skin
to peel. I have an ankle condition that has prevented me from
wearing a sock or shoe or sneaker since the 1980's. Heat, cold, high
humidity, low humidity, each can aggravate migraine.
I am very temperature sensitive. I can
be too hot & too cold simultaneously. I am frequently frigid @
eighty degrees, Fahrenheit.
Despite that, I am somewhat vestiphobic
[ or estiophobic ???? ]; clothing sometimes makes me feel
constricted.
My brother & father had used a
house approximately two hundred feet from Palm Drive, Estrella
Avenue, Desert Hot Springs, as an office. They each died with
cancer, first quarter, 2011.
Eventually, I began using this
dilapidated, ramshackle house, vomit color paint, as a home for
myself & a cat, that I frequently think of as an alleypussycat, «
Sam », as well as a turtle, « HopiaKuta ». I eventually brought
the turtle to the county pet shelter in Thousand Palms District, due
to the difficulty of caring for him for twelve years.
Then, a very noise pollution inclined
church moved in next door, aggravating my migraine, causing violent
fantasy, temptation. I was therefore diagnosed psychotic. The noise
pollution has often been most acute on Friday night, nearly midnight,
Sunday morning & Sunday afternoon.
This church problem seems to have
mostly dissipated in 2014, especially in May, 2014; however, I remain
extremely susceptible to illness symptoms from noise & smell. I
sometimes must walk away from a grocery shelf quickly due the smell
of various food & other chemical causing dizziness or other
symptoms.
I have come to believe that I require
more complete diagnosis & treatment, a community where such
healthcare might be available, as well as a home where I would be
less subject to noise pollution, a neighborhood where I might be less
subject to a tobacco onslaught. I hope for a variety of improvements
for myself & Sam.
An electric wheelchair would help to
reduce physical pain & reduce agoraphobia. It had been true in
the 1990's.
I had been in Los Angeles City for most
of the 1980's & 1990's; I do suspect that that is where I must
return to.
I am not welcome in Desert Hot. I am
not certain what I need; but, I am certain that I must try to alter
something. To get out of Riverside County seems appropriate,
logical. I must attempt to go where I might find the assistance that
I require.
There are likely many other persons
with similar problems; I would like to establish a nonprofit
foundation to assist others in a similar predicament.
In 1978 I was one month & eighteen
days in the Air Force, Lackland, San Antonio.
My grandfather, Harry Taub, died in
1986, likely of suicide.
My birth certificate name, 1959, is
Donald Frank Persina. For more than twenty years I have spelt my
name as DonFphrnqTaub Persina. On < http://google.com > I am
DonFphrnqTaub Persina. On < http://facebook.com > I use Harry
Taub, as they prohibit me from being DonFphrnqTaub Persina.
I am paralyzingly terrified of being
forced into a board & care facility, being assaulted by obtrusive
sickening noise, smell, cramped quarters & quickly finding myself
to spend several years in criminal prison due to my reaction.
I have read that more than a billion
persons endure without electricity; it is my impression that those
people with the least electricity access also tend to be amongst
those with the least power, politically, educationally,
telecommunicationally, theologically, financially, electrically,
electorally, socially.
I know that there are many persons that
endure much worse torture & slavery than have I & I have deep
empathy for those worse off than am I; however, I do find it
necessary to write about my dilemma, in order to solve my problem.
Jason Stone & Danielle Dawn
Smalley, ostensibly daughter of Judy Ann Woods Smalley & Dan
Smalley, died of excess energy & inadequate emergency
telecommunication &/or urgency telecommunication. Amy Leigh
Smalley, sister. I advocate the creation of urgency
telecommunication & urgency restroom, strategically located in
every neighborhood. Urgency telecommunication should be designed so
as to not spark fossil fool fuel.
Charleston Hampton Race Course Martyr
National Cemetery was destroyed because it had been founded by
African American slaves, which is why it should be recreated.
I hereby contend that above every
fossil fool fuel pipeline, as well as above every freeway, beginning
with Interstate Ten, there should be photovoltaic panels &
aerogenerators. There should be an aerogenerator & solar panel
ribbon across the continent. While stranded in Interstate Ten
freeway traffic, a driver or passenger should have reduced
ultraviolet exposure due to the three thousand mile long panel array
shielding against exposure.
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Thank You,
DonFphrnqTaub Persina
